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shall let the peektures do the talking (:

xuli, you're so damn artistic.


belated birthday girl, charmaine :D


birthday girl, xuli (:




peektures with love (:
xoxo

Labels: (:, birthday, love, photos

celebrated xuli's birthday & charmaine's belated at timbre, the arts house (:
(xuli, charmaine, jolene, leonardi & nicholas)
it's always good to meet the awesome people again.
even when you feel down.

the live band there is great,
definitely going back some time.
just that, i hope not the same group of guys sitting next to us.
stop staring, i know i got pretty friends,
stop.

& i was actually upset for the whole freaking evening,
all the way until now.
but luckily i got 4 awesome people to talk to right this moment,
(shawn, jacky, jeff & daniel)
my saviours, seriously.
i feel like im gonna burst soon.
the feeling like im gonna do something harmful to myself.
of course, nothing suicidal.
but painful.

stay awesome, people!

i want to have you here, always.

Labels: (:, ):, birthday, love

i went through my smses in the inbox since apr 2009
phone's getting laggy due to the overloaded text messages
so i thought it was time to delete as many as possible.

looking back at all that ive gone through this semester,
the new people ive met, & those who ive lost on th way.
nevertheless, im still glad,
that some point of time, i had you people (:

to you,
i am deciding to let go.
this time i will not say "let YOU go".
because i never thought i ever had you.
so now, i am to let go of all these feelings within.

i guess you dont care,
but as always, i just want to be true to myself & how i feel.
i was all willing to overcome anything,
but now i need to overcome myself.

& after all this, i'll only be missing you
that's all that will be left of me.
i want to see the rainbow again,
even if i have to be alone.

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Jordin Spark's Battlefield

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor) Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor) Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh) And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright'
Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like
A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(Fighting, fighting for) Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor) Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor) Get your armor
Why does love always feel like?
Why does love always feel like?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Labels: (:, love, lyrics

had been sick for almost a week now,
& i decided to get down for a game of badminton (:

skipped 2 days of school,
& just when i decided to get back for classes,
there's no class today!
but still, i dragged myself down to submit my individual assignment
then meet the rest for badminton :D
(ivan, xingxian, jeff & then angela, qingfu & kit. while tyty & eileen watched.)
it's been like uber long since i last played.
that totally explains my sore legs & bums right this moment.

oh boy,
i need to get my appetite back!
im getting well soon,
& hungry like really fast.
but i stopped eating after a few mouthfuls.
anything more than that, they'll choose to exit from my mouth again.
BOO ):

-hey there, i miss you. & stop doubting, it is you.

Labels: (:, bacomm, sick

i was running through the songs of michael jackson that i actually have,
& i actually came across this one.
it was so damn powerful that i had to blog & post the lyrics up!
talk about pop & rock music,
just google this song & listen to it.

there's nothing compared to this, seriously.
rock music can get a little crappy these days,
& you dont realise what you actually is looking for anymore.
rock is the attitude!


Michael Jackson's Earth Song

What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain
What about killing fields
Is there a time
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine

Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine

Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah

Hey, what about yesterday (What about us)
What about the seas (What about us)
The heavens are falling down (What about us)
I can't even breathe (What about us)
What about the bleeding Earth (What about us)
Can't we feel its wounds (What about us)
What about nature's worth (ooo, ooo)
It's our planet's womb (What about us)

What about animals (What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust (What about us)
What about elephants (What about us)
Have we lost their trust (What about us)
What about crying whales (What about us)
We're ravaging the seas (What about us)
What about forest trails (ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas (What about us)

What about the holy land (What about it)
Torn apart by greed (What about us)
What about the common man (What about us)
Can't we set him free (What about us)
What about children dying (What about us)
Can't you hear them cry (What about us)
Where did we go wrong (ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why (What about us)

What about babies (What about it)
What about the days (What about us)
What about all their joy (What about us)
What about the man (What about us)
What about the crying man (What about us)
What about Abraham (What was us)
What about death again (ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn

Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah



save the earth, save you & me.
go green, peace.

Labels: (:, lyrics, music

i watched Michael Jackson's Memorial,
& currently, im feeling really down.
cant believe the number of times i cried through it.

words can never express how i feel right now,
& i dont think anyone of you would actually ever understand.


Jo Dee Messina's Heaven Was Needing A Hero

I came by today to see you
Oh I had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you, and never let go

Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering
I lie in the dark, just asking why
I've always been told
You won't be called home
Until it's your time

I guess heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you

I remember the last time I saw you
Oh, you held your head up proud
I laughed inside
When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd
Your such a part of who I am
Now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now
Heaven needed you more

Cause heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you

Is Heaven was needing a hero
and that's you

every line reminds me a little bit more of Michael Jackson
how soft spoken he was off stage & how powerful he was on stage.
you'll be missed, forever.

Labels: ):, lyrics, RIP

i miss michael jackson, a lot.

he lived & died for music,
all the controversies throughout his life had blinded what he was here to do.
his passion for music,
undeniably one of the greatest.
his love for the world,
had touched many people in different ways.
but it could probably be just human nature,
people tend to forget the good things.

i remembered watching his music videos everyday.
i remembered i was just a little girl when i went for his concert at Singapore's Outdoor Stadium.
i remembered how thrilled i was to be at his concert.
i remembered falling asleep & missed a great big part of it.
i remembered how regretful i was through these years & secretly promise myself i would definitely watch it again.
i remembered yearning for this day to arrive.
& i remembered he left us before i had the chance to.

someone asked me,
why are people so upset over his death?
he never influenced me in any way,
i just know him, people called him the king of pop,
& thats all.

but is that really all?

the lives he touched,
the people he inspired,
the love he shared,
the music he brought to this world.

people are all interdependent,
you wouldnt be listening to many of these singers, bands & music you are today,
if they hadnt been inspired by him.
you wouldnt be watching those great bboys do their moves & say you really want to master them too,
if they hadnt picked up some moves from him.
many thought they had nothing at all to do with him,
but then why would the rest of the world be so moved by him?
& does that mean these people had nothing to do with the rest of the world?

i miss you,
regardless of how much you changed,
you just wanted the best,
for you, for your loved ones & the rest of the world.

i cant believe i cried,
but no more tears from now on.
im going to celebrate your life with music.
you keep my passion for love & music alive (:


RIP MICHAEL JACKSON
1958-2009

Labels: RIP

am feeling really tired right now,
cos i slept at 4am this morning :/
projects make me sick.

RIPIENO (NP Strings & Concert Band) Concert at Victoria Concert Hall last night,
it was awesome, especially with great people from BA_COMM.
(taolian, suern, ivan, hweesan, xingxian, jinhong, jinkang, kit, tyty, brandon, eileen, jessica, anna, jeff & zijian)
& we were all down to support dearest hazm,
who was part of the performing group & the president of the planning commitee :DDD

so while some of them left after the concert,
the rest of us met hongwei, matherine & her cute lil brother at marina sq's hongkong cafe.
all of us were so engrossed with matherine's brother's new toy.
& the guys seriously polluted him with all the wrong stuffs :/

hazmmm, eh you actually look good here man!
white malay boy, HAHAHA.


smileeeeee,
more than sunshine! (:


my favourite laydees of the night - taolian & matherine
LOVES :D


to end this, with a lovely photo with the lovely people!
memories are incomplete without you.

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Collection 2 is finally launched (:

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Great clothes & great deals you don't wanna miss! :D

Labels: (:, advertisement, bacomm, blogshop, friends, love

i have not blogged for at least a week now, oh boy :/
i've been so busy with work & stuffs.
seriously, need a break! ):

im beginning to fill my phone's calendar with all the red tags
(which means, i have stuffs on on those days.)
& it's almost EVERY DAY!
all my lovelies, i still would like to hang out,
but book me earlier. HAHAHA!

bacommers have been hanging out a lot since the start of school,
like MADNESS.
i get so tired after meeting them each time,
cos i'll laugh so much that im so physically drained!
BA_COMM is like a bad bad disease.
but i love it :D

tomorrow's gonna be a crazy busy hectic day.
but there's zchen to make it all better :D
& charmaine + xuli on friday, AWESOME!
&& NP strings concert on saturday, WITH BACOMMERS

laydees, The Rubber Ducks is launching COLLECTION 2 this week!
& really, i love this collection LOADS.
stay tuned: http://therubberducks.livejournal.com/

- looking forward to meetups, maybe date, badminton & collection 2 (:
but definitely not deadlines.

Labels: (:, bacomm, blogshop, busy, friends, love, school

The Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here

*The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

#I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

*#

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

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